and i passed on my reading part but not my writing part. im pretty happy with my score actually. reading: 80 and writing: 76. the thing is the first time i took it i still got an 80 on my reading but on my writing i got like a 70 or something -_- i really dont remember.
but anyways you need at least an 85 on the reading but i got an 80 and he said it was fine to get into english 1a but u need at least a 90 on the writing and so im wondering how many points i need to get into english 1a for my writing part. maybe 85? or like an 80. im pretty close to my score =]
well im really happy with my score, seriously. even if im in this tough position where i didnt pass english remedial in sjsu and i get dropped out of sjsu. what im trying to do now is add english 104 in evc. after that is done, im planning to take one more english placement test on the 14th at sjsu and see if i passed it. while im taking summer classes at evc, im going to wait until i get the scores from the placement test and hopefully i pass to get into english 1a for sjsu. if i dont then that means im not coming to sjsu for next semester.
eh its pretty fine with me you know? i mean its college, i gotta experience good and bad times anyways. im not even sad that i got a low score on my writing, it just means im pretty good with my essay corrections =] haha but work on it more!
todays also my little brother, anthony's graduation at his private school tonight at around 630 i believe. im very proud of him =] i think hes planning to go to silver creek high school and hopefully i wish him well there =]
for the future, i hope my parents and I will have a close relationship with each other. everyone in my family too. talking to my boyfriend hoa pham, kinda made me think a lot.
he helps me out a lot and im very thankful to have him =]
he doesnt know, but sometimes i think of telling my parents about him, how we are together and stuff. To me, its pretty hard telling your parents because ive never actually told them about any boyfriends ive ever had in the past so yeah.
i just dont know when and how im going to tell them.
he also doesnt know until he read my blogs one day, that i realy do think of love sometimes when im with him. i mean out there, they're different types of love.
you can love for food, desire for anything basically.
but im in a relationsihp with him, and when i describe love, its like an undescribable feeling that everyone has. you care for that person, your there for them, you sacrifice anything to be with them or for them, you basically do everything and anything for them a lot, theres also trusting and loyalty involve with the two.
if you are with someone that you care a lot for, and your definition of love is " caring a lot" wouldnt you say you love him/her?
well iono if i do love him, ive loved before.
and thinking of him makes me want to say i love him. just the thought that he cares for me a lot and i really do care for him. we go through bad and good times together and i couldnt imagine me being with someone else. i want to be with him through thick and thin and i know we both can make it through. i always feel like saying i love him to him. but i guess i should wait until im very sure, and maybe i can just show him how i feel.
i promised him that if i love him, i would tell him and im going to keep that promise.
i just have to look deep inside me and ask me if i love him.
sometimes i also feel im soo stuck with him you know? like im seeing him constantly and constantly and everything i do i want to do it with him.
i shouldnt. he should have his space and i should have mines.
everyone should be independent right?
i should just let him do his stuff and dont expect much from him u know.
thats what im going to do from now on. just expect less and give more of what i have for him.
thats him and im so thankful to havve him make me smile, laugh, through all the good and the bad=]/ i know anyone can do that, but hes one of a kind and hes my boyfriend and im very happy to met him and have him in my life.
"i know im a pain in the ass sometimes and i get butthurt all the time, but im learning things about you and your learning things about me. i know we do get along and sometimes we dont cuz of me or you or whatever =] haha but whtever happens happens. and i hope we still stay together no matter wht happens."
haha well many things have happened in one year at my sjsu.
i'll continue with stories and about my wonderful days later =]
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